It’s that time of the night where I really ought to be asleep but I can’t because my mind is abuzz with the day’s reflections and excitement for a mini personal project.
One recurring thought that has crossed my mind all week is how bad I am with negative vibes. I’ve known this about myself for a while now: I absorb negative vibes like a sponge, especially those that reek of giving up and make me feel like an emotional dumpster. While I would usually be able to keep my tongue in check in such situations i.e. not add fuel to the fire, my mind would be raging with thoughts of defying God’s words and a gazillion WTFs. I would then excuse myself for some alone time after the tension has dissipated to recollect my thoughts.
Mhmmm it sickens me that even after all these years, I still haven’t conditioned myself to be more emotionally-detached. The only respite is that I tend to get over these negative emotions pretty quickly.
Humans are such complex creatures.
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Note to anyone who’s interested: Starbucks’ matcha x espresso drink is disappointing. I could barely taste the coffee when I bought it today. No wonder Zimin asked for three additional espresso shots LOL not that I encourage it but ya I tasted 80% sugar, 19% matcha and 1% coffee. Maybe it varies from barista to barista, I don’t know. I’ll just stick to good ol’ tehbing 🙂
So many repetitive words today haha I really should sleep soon.
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