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I haven’t been this honest with myself in a while: I penned down some of my emotional struggles on my handy iPhone Notes app while on the way back home from church earlier. No holds barred kind of honesty. While I won’t go into specifics here (please don’t ask either), it made me realise how utterly weak I am… To fall into the same trap again, to struggle against rational beliefs, to go back on my promises.

That said, it’s a vicious cycle I am determined to get out of.

The night is still and so are You. 

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Last Friday, Jo and I made a trip to Little India where we each had a plate of superbly amazing thosai. I think I’ll go back again for biryani yummmzzzz.

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I know it’s extremely simplistic to say stuff like “Oh, if God has forgiven me and still loves me despite all the sins I have committed, I should forgive myself too.” – it sounds quite empty and probably does nothing to assuage the guilt you currently feel but like you said, God’s grace is unlimited and no matter how much you feel ashamed of yourself, you can still claim His promise to you. I feel that the fact you already feel guilty means you are aware of your shortcomings and you want to change for the better, but this time with God guiding you. Don’t be too harsh on yourself.

– Stuff I wrote for a friend… and a self-reminder, too.

As with everything else, the act of self-forgiveness is much easier said than done. But that doesn’t mean we should give up 🙂

 

 

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Whenever I procrastinate with my work, I tend to linger on social media a lot. Like, a lot. Today’s procrastination included revisiting Twitter and re-reading all the stupid stuff I wrote.

Grandma was (and still is) extremely savage.

But no one can beat Hedwig, the undisputed Queen of Savage.

Lmaooooo the cafe-hopping days. Thankfully I have moved on because ain’t nobody got time and monehh for overpriced food anymore!

The backstory of this is that Krystal and I got invited to a house party back in Lugano. Dude who invited us said we could bring our own drinks so after he left, Krystal turned to me and said she only had milo to offer HAHAHAHAHAHA in the end we went and we had some Czech pastries and coke #loser4lyfe

Ok la I must ownself check ownself; I also quite savage one.

All right, back to the grind.