It’s been a lull week at work. Not in the sense that I didn’t have stuff to do (in fact, I have a backlog of clippings and valuation reports that I have been procrastinating for the longest time), but some of the project accounts that I have been busy with since the start of PI have mostly concluded. Then there’s a retainer client whose account I’m particularly vested in – things will pick up speed again later this month. I’m oddly looking forward to it.
My monday blues are definitely not as severe as they were back in Feb/Mar, but every Sunday evening is still filled with a reasonable amount of dread and worry for the upcoming week.
Which I think is normal. But somewhere along the way I figured that there is a lesson to be learnt in every choice I make no matter what the outcome is. I may be an overthinker and a worrywart, but if anything, I like to get things done and that’s when my ‘Fuck It’ attitude comes in. Think first, do now, worry later.
Or maybe I have become more self-assured after my mini rant in March. It’s a result of a combination of several factors, really. Whatever the case is, I am not as high-strung as I was two months ago.
On a separate note, an incident early in the week made me realise how I would go all lengths to avoid awkward small talk, especially when I can foresee the conversation revolving around work… And I dislike making small talk about work after work.
I iz liddat lor.
Lastly, I finally caught Captain America yesterday!!!!! Then I went to torrent Avengers: Age of Ultron today because I never got around to doing so for one entire year (yeah #lazywq strikes again). Surely I’m not the only one who likes to see them all suited up and be kickass???!